This is a song called "Ahora Quien?" by Marc Anthony translated into English:
Who is your embrace going to deceive now?
Who are your lips going to tell lies to now?
To whom are you going to say “I love you” now?
And later in the silence you will give your body
You will spend the time on the pillow,
He will spend a thousand hours in your gaze
and he will spend the life loving you…
Who will it be?

And who’s gonna write poems and letters to you?
And who’s gonna tell you his fears and faults?
Who are you gonna let sleep on your back?
And later in the silence to whom will you say “I love you”?
Whose breath will you stop on your face?
Who will lose his way on your gaze?
And who’ll forget his life while loving you?
Who will it be?

Who will it be If it’s not me?
I look at myself and cry in the mirror and I feel stupid; ilogical.
And then I imagine you giving away the scent of your skin,
Your kisses, your eternal smile and even the soul in a kiss,
in a kiss goes the soul,
In my soul is that kiss that could have been.

Who are you gonna leave your aroma in the bed to?
Who’s gonna be left with the memory tomorrow?
To whom will the hours calmly pass through?
And then in the silence he’ll long for your body…
In whose face will time pass?
Who will spend a thousand hours on the window,
and who will lose his voice just calling you?
Who will it be?
Who will it be?

Who will it be If it’s not me?
I look at myself and cry in the mirror and I feel stupid; ilogical.
And then I imagine you giving away the scent of your skin,
Your kisses, your eternal smile and even the soul in a kiss,
in a kiss goes the soul,
In my soul is that kiss that could have been.

Who will it be?
Also check out a series of hubs by Kallini2010 on hubpages:
http://kallini2010.hubpages.com/hub/Armando-Who-Will-It-Be-If-Not-Me#comment-7533227
And here is a couple of poems by me:

This is the bed I have made and now I must lie in it
My lips quivering as tears run down my cheek
I knew from the beginning
This was wrong
But I was desperate and weak
I should have known better
Than to expect anything from you
Just one disappointment after the other
So what else is new
But I still feel my heart skip a beat
Whenever I see your name
And I just wish it was you
Who was texting me today.
But I guess ill never get to hold those hands
I'll never get to kiss those lips again
You've had your fill of me
And say you don't mind just being friends.
So I guess ill never get to see those eyes
Or rub my hands through your hair
No not again this is the bed I've made
This bed of despair.
It was over before it ever began
I'm no stranger to things like that.
But I'm so tired of playing the waiting game
I'm so sick of this crap.
Giving myself to someone who doesn't deserve it
Getting attached
Then deserted
Who would have ever thought that you'd go and break my heart too.
I know it wasn't love
But I could have fallen in love with you...
Now I'm left with no choice
But to give up and give in
Move on and let go
There's nothing left but what could have been..

I guess you can always find someone else to text everyday.
I guess you can always find someone else to kiss...
I guess you can always find someone else to call beautiful.
I guess you can always find someone else to miss...
I guess you can find someone else who cares enough to want to spend more time with you
I guess you can find someone else that you would actually want to.
I guess it doesnt matter that I'm right here.
I guess that you don't care.
I guess you can find someone else to Fuck
Or run her fingers through your hair.
I guess that you don't think of me
And someone else can fill your mind.
I guess you won't be falling in love with me
When someone else is just so easy to find...

 
 Why do we want what we cant have?
The untangible.
And why are the good ones already taken?
The forbidden.
Well what am I?
Just stuck in the middle
between a rock and a hard place,
Between a stone and a beautiful face,
A beautiful body,
A beautiful mind.
And every word you say
seems to stop time,
or at least my heart.

Why am I alone?
The unwanted.
Why do I with so much love get turned away?
The unrequited.
And who are you,
that you reject me?
Just a beautiful face,
A beautiful soul,
but an ugly way of thinking.
You never even took the time
to really get to know me.


A beautiful girl.
A beautiful smile.
A beautiful heart,
that keeps beating.
Beautiful on the inside,
but broken and fallen apart.
Damaged, diseased.
A frightful work of art.
But theres beauty in disaster,
after the storm.

My every flaw,
exquisite, unique,
an imperfect form.
You cant begin to know me.
I cant begin to know you.
A beautiful tragedy
waiting to dawn.








"Such Beauty is a Tragedy"

The Journey Long and Hard On our quest for meaning(love),
we may sometimes falter.
As long as we never give up,
we shall not fail.
If something is worth having,
then its worth waiting for.
But things dont always go as planned.
When something good happens,
so does something bad.
I guess there's a sense of balance,
somewhere.

You're like the rose,
that withers
and fades away.
A fallen petal.
A big mistake.
Beauty lies in disaster,
and you are a tragedy.
With tragedy
lies the beautiful,
such a pitiful breed.
So pathetic.
So shallow.
Fallen angels
wished "God speed."

Oh, What a Tangled Web We Weave
and now the rose
all covered in blood.
This is the damage
that you have done.
A parasite.
A plague.
A sorry excuse for a human being.
Oh, how the beautiful
can be so ugly.

 
I'd like to thank Nikki for allowing me to appear and do some guest writing in her website. Nikki you are super awesome. Many thanks. As a lover of Poetry and being a Poet (read some here) I have a real love for creativity, and creating something special when capturing a special moment. A poem can do this, just like a great photograph. If you check these amazing photographs by Nikki, you will see that she can really capture very wonderful and sacred moments. They become immortalized and preserved forever. poems do this with words. Photos can pain a thousand words. They beat poetry hands down.

In the hands of a great photographer like Nikki, a photograph can become more than just the moment. It can also transform the moment and even transcend it. In Hub Pages where poets and writers like Nikki and I and others publish poetry for all to read, we often like adding photographs to our hubs. Many poets and writers have to look somewhere where photos can be found in order to use them, and help enhance a Hub or poem, or use great photographs for a myriad of other uses. I strongly recommend you consider Nikki for really great Photo work and wonderful images. She has a truly wonderful collection. And it is growing all the time.

Nikki is greater than the sum of her parts, as she is also a wonderful writer, and you can check out her great writing here too. I am always happy to support and help a great friend.

Cathy Nerujen (writes on Hub Pages under the name Astra Nomik).
 
Lets take a walk down memory lane...
What if we could go back to any memory and relive it. or change it? What if you were still with that past love of yours? or you got with that guy you never had. How would our lives have been, how would our lives be now? would we still be with them? would we be happy, or sad? would we be in a better place or a worse place? They say everything happens for a reason, but what if there was no reason? what if things were just random and coincidence all the time. Would we still be where we are now, if things had happened differently, if there was no reason? What if we met God? or found out there isn't one? Then how would we explain things, hell, I'm no scientist, and even if I was, I think I would believe in God even more. There's just too much unknown out there. Too much mystery, and unexplainable things, miraculous things, to not believe, and to not have reason. What if we died tomorrow, what would you have contributed to the world? what will you be leaving behind except for memories? Will you have done anything worth dying for, worth living for? What if there was no Heaven, and our souls just remained stuck inside our lifeless bodies? (movie: Afterlife. Watch it.) What if we went to Hell? What if we never really die and we just keep living the same old tired lives over and over again? What if we could pull things out of our dreams, what if we could feel them, taste them, smell them? What if everything now was a dream, and when we sleep, that was our reality? What if we slept at day instead of night? How different the world would seem. What if we could read minds, what if we knew...everything? What if everyone was perfect? How dull that would be. No room for mistakes, no room for different. well, I'm thankful for different, what if everyone else was too? how much better the world would be. There's so many questions, not enough answers. so little time. Though time is never ending, we are short-lived. Time will continue once we are gone, but the time for us will be at an end. well what if it never did?
 
Just watched Dirty Dancing and now Grease is on. I know like every song and every line they say lol I have watched this movie too many times. but i love it. and I love to sing along. I love the classics. Grease 2 was good too. I love Michelle Phifher. even if I did spell her last name wrong. lol I love that movie Dangerous Minds I believe its called too, where shes a teacher to a really bad class. Those are some of my fave oldies. What movies do your remember and love?

Yay!

6/21/2011

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I have a weebly account! Yay! Thanks so much to my friends from hubpages.com, Cathy and Cassy (A.K.A. astra nomik and Cheeky girl) who introduced me to this site and encouraged me to make an account, I now have my own website. Now, what do I do with it?? Any suggestions? I know no one will probably see this, but if you do feel free to leave me some ideas, a comment, anything. It would be much appreciated. :)
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    "Hopeless Romantic" I travel alone, a hopeless romantic. Only I live on hope, I breathe it. Its only hopeless, to keep hoping, to keep dreaming. But I'd rather dream, than face the harsh reality. Even the sun has its flaws, you get too close, you get burned. Even the moon, the stars, for they fade away behind the sky all too soon. The world is cruel, behind smiling faces, and dancing daffodils. Because they throw you away, once they've had their fill. So I travel on, walk away, from everything I love, just to make you happy.

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